Sunday, May 3, 2009

my blog is died.LOL

i'm sorry if i make you hate me.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good boyfriend.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good friend.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good friend.
i'm sorry if i'm not a agood students.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good child.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good sister.
i'm sorry if i'm not a good relatives.

a good sorry huh.i guess.
everybody tell me that i won't have a chance to back with her.
and so yea all her friends told me that she's crush on another girl.i guess yea.
duh,i hate it.
makes me feel dissapointed.
desperate for LOVE.
finger crossed & BIATCH
no more love for me.
a she told me that she want me.
she told me that a she is a bitch.
confusing & complicated & realising.
yea yea a story.TRUE STORY.
i was like crap on blog.ohh dear.
save me from these karma and curse.
obviously is a NO NO for me.DUH

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

dear mummy

dear mum,
i'm sorry i've being rude today.
but,i've my own freedom.
i need my own space.
i'm a big girl,i'm not a small child.
forgive my rudeness.
and so yea i need my freedomness.
i hate i being in the jail.
mum don't worry about me anymore.
i'm fine.
let me go out from this jaill.
i need to relax and open my wings,and fly as tall as i can.
i need support but not fail.
last but not least mum.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

i guess you're not my type.

i guess you're my type.
you're not my cup of tea.i prefer coffeee.HAHAHA
hell shit yeah i said those kinda cruel huhh?
i knew went to interview for work.
i guess i'm not getting tht work.*applause*
uhm,nothing special about my life.
again and again i guess??
hell fcuking shit i miss joanne.
damn alot man!
she was like so funny.hope to see you soon.
and yeah boring with blog?
i guess blog is not so fun as i thought huhh?
bye byes bloggie and hello joanne.

Monday, April 13, 2009

sorry is not usee.

am so sorry for ignoring you.
so sorry.i knew it was my wrong but i was so freaking afraid you will
fade away from me.
i don't want it will happen because i can't lose you.
i'm sorry if i hurt you.i'm sorry if i really so over.
it does not mean that i hate you.
sorry for not replying your text msg.
i was moody until i din't reply your text?
i was so cruel!slap me babby.
if i really hurt your heart just straight foward and tell me then.
i won't mind.i watch a movie today.
it remind me and you how great!
the story was like two lil chinese play couple.LOL.xD
hmm.back to the topik.
sorry kayy sayang?
iloveyou,and i meant it.
ilovejoanne wooi my beloved sayang,honeyy,baby,darling,mui.
you're my everything sayangg.

fcuk larr.

i post a blog just now.and it's deleted.
lazy to update.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i'll do this if you're mine

31 Ways To Make Ur Girl Smile

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.

5. Wrestle with her

6. Don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then tell her

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21. Kiss her in the rain

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.

25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girl friend all the time

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

boringg days

is a boring day don't you think?
and yea i started to think bout her again and again.
again and again,again again again.
why cant she just fcuking get lost in my mind?
she just my friend and nothing else meaning.
fcuking hate those feeling when i think bout her.i think i just wanna to kiss her.
she's just so freaking nicee.preettayy and other else.
i just wanna hug her and do many things tht couple shud do.
i fcuking love her again.
hell yeah don't missunderstood i tak suka my ex again is another girl.
finnaly i know why i broke up with my ex.
i know the answer.thanks.
and yeahh i miss her.